Testimonies
Holi has taught me so so much. How to listen to myself, to accept myself, to be ok with not knowing what the fuck is going on in my world, to be ok with feeling the depths of every emotions that pops in to say hello, saying ‘Im not leaving until you feel me fully’. How to understand what it is that I really am desiring in life, and to know that what I want is not the same as what others want and thats ok. To know what I deserve in friendships, relationships, client relations, relationship with myself. To learn how to listen to what my body is telling me and to somatically connect. To own myself - to be proud of my self - and to remember who I am in the times that the world seems so dark and its hard to even remember what my purpose is. To have boundaries and make sure I fill my cup before I give to others. To regulate my nervous system and listen to her little whispers. To have the courage to make changes, and be ok when its not yet the time and to trust that I will know when it will be.
Yael - 1:1
I am sitting in such deep deep wonder and peace today after a huge release last night. I am so grateful to you. Thank you Holi. I literally feel like you have been Divinely sent at such a potent and important moment in my healing journey
Kaycee - 1:1
Holi is a beautiful soul. Her presence and energy never fails to calm me down and make me feel safe and loved. She is a pure soul and so dedicated to helping others in a way that suits them it really is inspiring. Highly recommend Holi for any and all healing! She is a true angel on earth.
Amy L - 1:1
Holi is the most gorgeous and beautiful soul, inside and out. She came into my life at the perfect time when I was really opening up to my spirituality. We started off doing inner child work which consisted of incredible transportive meditations, breath-work and a lot of introspection during our conversations. However, along our journey, the universe brought us together for another reason and I believe it was to connect me with my soul mate. Holi helped me overcome my shadows around love and my ability to receive and give it. My life has totally transformed and I am beyond grateful for meeting her, she's very special and gifted
Amy N S - 1:1
I just wanna say thank you and tell you how special it is to be working with you and have your energy in my life right now. I see you and felt the desire to honor you and the work I so clearly see you doing within yourself. You’ve helped reinforce a deep trust within myself and with source. The love you so freely give is valued and cherished by me and I’m sure by all of those who are lucky to experience it.
Samantha - 1:1
I don’t think Holi realizes how much of a guide she has been for me through all I’ve experienced this past year. The steps I've taken have felt like a trail for me to fulfillment and I am so grateful.
Louise - 1:1
1:1 with Holi have been incredibly powerful in the short time of working together I have really be able to notice the space that holi has help me create for myself. To be able to step back into myself and ask what do I need without it being harmful to people around me. Holi has help me create this space of safety within myself and externally in life. Working with holi for me has been so refreshing, she has helped me ground myself and be in the moment. Working with Holi allowed me to reconnect with women, to build relationships with women that I have avoided for so long. Connecting with Holi and her giving me such a space that feels safe has really allowed me to start my journey of growth. Holi is a beautiful soul to grow with.
Lilian - 1:1
Holi’s heart is full of pure love! I felt the support and the true care since our first session. Her questions have led me to important breakthroughs and helped me clear things out. Every session feels like a relief. I am very grateful for her guidance and her warm energy. Love you Holi
Christina - 1:1
Holi makes me feel seen. It feels natural and safe for me to share with her. At the same time she challenges me to let go of thoughts and behaviors that no longer serve me.
Charlie - 1:1
Dear Holi, Working with you for the past couple months has been transformational. I was getting married and I knew I wanted a deeper level of inner support and I have been able to reach some powerful places within myself, within my sacred marriage, with my relationship with my mother and with the way I show up and take space. You lead with so much love and have such a special gift of being so in tuned with the body and intuition. I am so grateful to have had this life changing experience with you. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Sheina - 1:1
Holi and I have built a beautiful container for healing over the past year we have worked together. She allows me space to trust myself and gently guides me with her wisdom, toward my inner knowing. Her offerings are powerful, specifically the somatic healing and breathwork practices she has incorporated into our sessions. Holi is a beautiful mirror for women who are choosing to go on this healing journey. This past year has completely transformed my life.
Samantha Rose - 1:1
It was magical experience, really powerful and took me completely by surprise - I did not anticipate the impact it would have. Thank you!
Sarah - Breathwork Ceremony
I felt like all the cells in my body were dancing and vibrating with a powerful energy. I felt that my essence, my spirit, emerged from the depths and I felt grief and started weeping because it made me very aware of how I neglect it daily and let distractions get in the way, how disconnected I’ve become. I could hear other people crying around me too. I am normally a person that struggles to show vulnerability around others and especially to cry but I felt completely free to express it and it was liberating.
Daria - Breathwork Ceremony
I kept coming back to all your sessions because of the way you and Natan held them with such care and gentleness and clarity.
Your work really comes from a deep place of your own experience which I really value, and the attention towards embodiment and the sense of love that imbues your work really spoke to me. There is a gentleness and strength and directness in your teaching and I feel that there is a great containment in your holding, both of you, so I felt very safe exploring something that had edges for me around the somatic experience of anxiety and panic with breath.
The work is really integrated well, I can breathe better into my abdomen and notice when I am feeling tightness there. Just like with any meditation or ceremonial experience, it feels like what happens afterwards is I get a taste of how it feels to be at one and with peace in myself, even if it’s a glimpse of that. It gives me a frame of reference to how I might be on a more consistent basis, and there is no value that can be put on this! it is the most precious gift that one can receive. Thank you both for your presence and care
Anne - Breathwork Ceremony
I was incredibly nervous about doing any breathwork because I’ve had some scary experiences in the past. It took a lot for me to show up, but I also knew it was necessary to overcome this fear and regain my sense of safety - I was reasssured by friends who promised me that Holi and Natan would hold the space with utmost reverence, expertise and love and that I would not be pushed. I realised it was up to me also to take responsibility for the choices I make and how far I go with the breath. Holi put me at ease by saying this, even though I had not shared those thoughts out loud. She also had important understanding of how to keep the breath in the lower centres, rather than in the chest where the fear rises to. I know it’s important to gently challenge our windows of tolerance but if we push too hard we can actually further shrink them which is what had happened before. I grew up having panic attacks and hyperventilation issues. Holi shared some of her own experiences and healing story. I was crying even before we started, my nervous system was on high alert, but i stayed, and i felt such elation for breaking through the fear barrier. I felt both Holi and Natans presence and knew I was safe to play with that edge of unease - I had huge releases and am so grateful for this beautiful opportunity. I know that next time I can go a bit deeper if I want to. But only if I want. Thank you both so much.
Clare Totnes - Breathwork Ceremony
I had the most beautiful rebirthing experience with Holi and Natan at Medicine festival. Holi began to open the session and you could feel the suspense in the air as people began to arrive. We were guided to start the breath and someone close to me started laughing with a witchy type cackle, at first I wasn’t sure I would be able to drop in. Then Holi’s voice and Natan breathing became louder and easier to follow. I could feel my hands clamping and I kept finding myself in a place of having to surrender. Through tears, I let it all go, with the help of what was happening around me with others. I cried out pain, shame and guilt that had been deep in my body. I tapped into my daughters pain and cried for her. It was beautiful. I have had trauma releases in breathwork before but nothing like this. I felt, as promised, reborn. Thank you for your beautiful work Holi.
Joanna, UK - Breathwork Ceremony